Set fire to the Rain

Sometimes I feel like I always fall for someone who didnt appreciate me. Why?! Maybe I can keep on smiling but inside I was cried out loud. Hating myself for giving people a chance to hurt me.

Maybe I'm not the best writer, but I know to express myself thru words. What I feel now is wordless. Heartacne seems to be one of my bestfriend. I just dont understand how could i cope with this kind of situation.

Loving someone is easy. But to forget them is the hardest part.

........... That was my story few months back. It still fresh in my mind how love can tear me apart.

PATIENT. Thats the most valuable atitude. That was I'm good at for quiet sometimes. Jumping into another relationship wont help me to move on.

Meeting him is such a blessed. Thank you baby for loving me.

Fiancé day out!

Today's post sounds weird huh? Haha. Actually, me and Afzan just got engaged a week ago! Yeeaayy!! Well, everything when fine. Alhamdullilah.

I can say we enjoy our accompany each and everyday without failed. Hhmm.. For now! He will moving to another company by this Feb! I'm sure I'm gonna miss him alote :( but whatever it is.. His best choice will always be mine too..

Anyway, yesterday and day b4 that we had so much fun together with family and friends. But the most important thing is.. We could spend some precious time together. Love him and I'm looking foward to be his wife NEXT YEAR!! Haha.. XOXO

Again and Again.

Its kinda odd when your history kept on haunting you. No matter how hard you try to forget it. Thats what happen to me. But i keep on hanging on to something that I always believes. "Time will change a person"

Have you ever feeling unappreciated and you becoming someone else? Keep on pretending just for the sake trying to please everyone surround you? Well, that's what happen to me. I dont know why I always bumped into this kind of situation where I cant do anything. And all the blame is on me. And yes, I do feel good if making me miserable will make someone else happy.  Somehow, maybe I am born to make everyone happy no matter how hurt I felt inside. Keep on smilling eventho its hurt, keep on walking eventho its bleeding.

Loving someone is easy for me. Hating and give up on something is the hardest part. Maybe this is the reason why I'm still not moving foward. Same old craps and same old jerks. Hahaha.. Sometimes, I pity myself for being ME. But all i can say, "Be strong, this is your FATE' ..

Its funny, when you trying to make someone happy and end up you cry a river for that person. Why? I dont know. Seriously I dont. If you ask me, I would say..... 'Thats the way it is' or maybe i would say 'Its your destiny not to be happy'.. Pathetic right? 

People can say me as a strong girl or independent. But to be honest, none of it is correct.. Cos know why? I keep on pretending that I am strong. I dont want people see me as 'the blode girl' Weird huh? But.. What makes me happy?? All the beautiful memories, eventho its no longer exist.. :) i'm happy with it, cos I still can remember good things about someone.  

My everlasting love story

He is the reason why I still believe in love! Oh yeah, true love do exist!! All you need is a little bit of faith and patient!


Does he looks like 'mat salleh'??!! Haha

its called DESTINY.

Have you end up with someone you are not suppose to end with? Well, that is what we called DESTINY.
If you love someone you will let the person go, and if the person come back meaning that person really belongs to you.

:)