Its been awhile I didn't write. I delete my blog in order to make someone happy eventho I need to stop doing something that I really loved. Well, as per today.. I make promises to myself that I'll never ever hurt my own feeling again and try to respect my own self. Let me tell something whats going on for the past 5 months. Last Valentine's Day I had this hideous breakup with boyfriend. It was damn awful and it really hurts me. I being a jerk during that time, I keep jump to another guy. Which I thought they will make my life happier, but they didnt. I feel so damn guilty with them, I tried to forget about my ex but it seems it take alote of effort for me to do that. Then after that, I stop hunting and be honest to myself. Not long after that I meet someone who end up to be my ex-school mate. We meet at FB, then after that we decide to meet up. For the first meeting, there is nothing between us.. After awhile we keep on texting each other and meet up.. and then we become lovers. Honestly, at the first stage he truly a very polite and gentle man. Thought I knew him enough, but truly I'm not. Day by day I began to know him. And lotsa things happen since that day. But at the end I found myself being stupid and dumb.
3 comments:
hmm,being vulnerable really does mad us do stupid things sometimes ;) all in the past now,all u have to do is move on and learn from ur mistake.let bygone be bygone and at least,if someone that u love might do the same thing,u can actually tell them,it's not a good idea because u've done it .. huhu
Haha. :) well.. honestly, I'm not good in rlship. boley katakan I'm too easy to forgive smp org tu xlearn his mistake.. gila kan?? hahha.. slalu sgt mengalah tak bagus. hahaha
hahaha..babe..in a book(the secret) kawan i bagi buku ni..tp die tak bace lagi..hahahahha..it's stated that
"giving is different than sacrificing because giving makes us feel good while sacrifice is not" means that,rite now,u r sacrificing ur own right and emotion by letting him away from his mistake..and now u can see the effects~
healthy argument is always healthy, in a relationship..i mean,even kite ley bincang elok,like adult in our office,or any time in our life,why not kite taley adapt the same things in the relationship,rite? dnt worry,u're a big gal now,im sure u can handle relationship better than your previous 1 ..
we can forgive,we can be patient,but just set some limit for urself.. i mean,u shud set a limit~(i pnah citer kat u kan pasal limit in a relationship?hihi)
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