i'm fragile. i need someone who can handle me with care. but truly, when we less expected and began to giving up, then the thing we're expecting becoming much more easy to achieve. But trust me, its all just a waste. Few days ago, I talked to one of my old friend, he giving me lotsa advice just for me to open up my eyes and stand up for myself. It really works. Thank you! You know who you are. :) I realize that I'm kinda clingy. Yes! You are totally right. I'm trying very hard to become the person you ask me to be. Each word that you said to me, I remembered. Truly, I found some strength in me. But yeah.. Maybe the way I develop it is wrong. Well, it is wrong. I keep on hiding my feeling and needs. I dont want to expect anything from others. Cos I know I will get hurt at the end. By keeping my emotion in silent, truly will brings some happiness to others. I keep on telling myself to put myself together and stay strong cos I know everything that I did, there a circumstances. I need to hold on and pray so that I'm not easily to fall.
I'm so afraid that I will end up hurting someone. Someone who innocent and got nothing to do with all the mess that I created. What happen now is the first stage for me to get on my feet. ALONE! I've been in this kind of situation a tons of times. And yet I still feel like this is the first time I need to face it. I'm going back where I becoming a monster. Gosh!! I really dont want this anymore. I have to be strong. Really strong.
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| This is me. I'm turning into monster!! Trust me, it cute in outside but definitely its an evil in the inside |
5 comments:
everybody is a monster of themselves..dnt worry,u'll learn by mistakes.
If u think u're hurting someone,just tell them how sorry you are,that will work insyaAllah~
*i used to be a monster myself,but rite now the monster is captivated n i only be 1 when i need to protect myself*
learn how 2 control it ;)
U have no idea, whats monster that I created.. It will not effect me at all.. but it will effect someone else. :) gosh.. I pray to god so that i wont happen again, yet it already started.
hmmmm,well,i wonder what kinda damage that your 'monster' will do?
Hurting & giving hope to other people.
ouh..hmm,it's ok,if u just simply apologize to them,they'll understand,ok? :)
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