I'm angry at myself cos trying to fix EVERYTHING. Which that its beyond my capabilities. *Aaarrgghhh* but to those who really appreciate and see thru all my effort, MANY THANKS! But to those who just cant see what my effort is, SCREW YOU! Sometimes, it took alote of effort to do things and please other people around you. But at the end it just seems a waste of time and energy. Well, that is what happen to me. I keep on trying to fix everything, acting everything gonna be fine, but at the end no one ever realize what my effort is and the worst part is, they keep on blaming on me no matter whats my intention is. Gosh, truly its a damn cruel world out there. But I keep to myself, that everything happen for a reason. Maybe my acting, Mrs. Trying To Fix is one of the factor why people around me did not appreciate me. Cos what I know is, I'm planning for everything to runs smooth but it just me! ALONE. Without any support from the 3rd parties. Its kinda devastated when this kind of things happen.
My love life? I'm so envy whenever I saw someone in relationship. I just wish that I could be in lovey dovey kind of relationship. All i need is a little bit of love and everything gonna be okay. I'm kinda confuse, no matter how hard I tried to fix my relationship it will become much-much more pain in the ass. I just don't know what else to do. And one more thing, I'm a girl. Should a girl be begging to the man that she love, just to gain his love? No! A lady shouldn't be treated like that. A lady who is someone very fragile and a man should lead her and never. Ever once trying to break her heart, cos everybody knows that a woman's heart is the fragile thing in this universe.
4 comments:
babe,are u ok??
well,it seems like u had some shitty moment in ur life..
come on dear,calm,take a deep breath and try to think every matter one by one,aite?
for that lady-begging thingy,well,it dsnt mean a lady alone cannot express their emotion just because they are lady?just like guys,we should be hard,strong,but we also have some soft side that need to be express or gently.in other word,heart is something fragile for all of us,and maybe for you,it's easy for someone to 'stab' ur heart~
hey,u never alone ok? u have a LOT of friends around you which i can see that . u just need to relax and calm down first because rite now,u're too stress to think..sabar k?
ps : idk whether u dnt like me commenting in here or wut since i hardly got a reply/approved,so if u dnt like it,i'll just delete the bookmark of your blog,aite? ;)
selamat berpuasa! daa~
I am not okay. :( really. But yeah. I just have to face it. Right. Sorry for the late reply its kinda busy.hectic week for me.. thank u for your support.. thank u really appreciate it..
hmmm,if u need someone 1 listen,i'll be glad to lend my ears for you ok?
Its okay. Maybe all I need is time so that I can recover..
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