Back where I start.

I dont know what come over me. But I feel like this whole thing about me its just a 30mins drama which leads me to year by years. I still remember one of my school friend said this to me, 'Nora, you meant to be here, face it! You are the only one who's trying to deny that you really in this'.. Its been a week this thing keep on haunting me. Still fresh in my mind when my dad decide to send me to India to further and finish something that I didnt 3 years ago. Its kinda confusing when I got involve in ACCA! which I found account is much-much more easier than MEDICINE! Frankly, I do miss my old class mate back in Indonesia. But yeah, I screw up a little bit.. hmm.. Its kinda fun back then. But life goes on.. i stepped out from the school and starts fresh as a accountancy student in Sarawak. I go with the flow and pretend that I will be a successful accountancy student.. Well, I did at the 1st place. But after awhile, I started to get back in touch with all my old classmate, all of them are doing a pre-medic training here and there.. Honestly, I'm kinda envy with all my friends who did pass their anatomy's thesis.. cos for me thats the only subject that I haven't taken and sit for my final. In conjunction of that, I dropped out from the school and start a new fresh life as UiTM's student, taking account! Like people always said, 'second chance dont come easily' which I referring to my 'second chance' for taking back medic. :) To be honest, I'm kinda excited. Yet scared!  I dont know what come over me, but I have to face a very difficult decision. As per today, I still couldn't make up my mind. I'm thinking of finishing my ACCA and if there is a chance, I'll continue my medic line.. In the other hand.. I'm planning to finish where I started, and finish it off.. I really need a something.. or someone to make a decision for me.. well.. not 100% just another 0.01%. thats all I ever needed.