Wednesday, August 4, 2010

I'm not your SUPERWOMEN.

Its hurts when all ur effort is not appreciated or misjudge it. I dont blame anyone, yet we are human. We do makes mistake. I really felt a disappointment in life. I'm trying to give a very best, but it end up people just dont realized it. Everything seems to be wrong at other people eyes. How this could be happening? Where did I do wrong? Am I dumb enough to get all the criticism for others? Or maybe I'm the type of person who just dont suit in this kinda world. How to make someone appreciate you? Or realize that I'm a human too, which I've got feeling and needs?? God, I feel miserable. I feel like I dont have anything to rely on. I feel like I just a piece of paper, waiting to be mark. 
If I could change something about me, I'm hoping that god give me a metal heart so that I dont bruise or hurt easily. I will be strong, no matter how hurt I am, and all I can do is face it, and put a big smile in my face.
Dear God, I'm praying for you to give me enough strength and courage for me to face this cruel world and to remain on it. :)

1 comment:

Neo said...

hey girl..chill..i've been trying to reach you..wut's wrong??did someone dissed u??
ermm..hey,i've been in your shoes..if that someone doesn't appreciate or realize about you,it either mean they is not really into you or maybe they are just too blind to see it..
you can still try or maybe just give it up and appreciate people who does 'see' and appreciate you alrite?
don't say you have nothing to rely on..even if you feel like a paper,i would be glad to be d clip or the liquid paper to erase some of the bad mark on you..

dear,the world isn't cruel,the people in it make it like that..and some of us never give up hope to make it better :)

salam~ ;)