A couple days ago, I feel really numb and sad.. During this time I had a very strong faith that me and him will be together. Usually I will check my facebook via mobile only. I dont know what come over me, I check my facebook using my lappy. Then, as usual I look at his page, 'awaiting for confirmation' so I was like 'Ouh okay, well yeah he's not gonna approve me' Then I click at my info, there stated only 'in relationhip' I was like 'What??' he ditch me? That time, I feel so so sad. I was dont know what else to do. I cannot view his page since he's not in my friend's list.. So, I assume that he already blocked me. I'm kinda devastated and without my willingness I change my status from 'in relationship' to 'single'. Its really a pain when I need to set it up, but yeah.. I dunno. I feel weak and alone. He even didnt call me, trying to sort things out.
As at today, I realized that he didnt ditch me from his status. I dont know what is going on, but yeah.. He didnt. That was he said. I feel much-much relives, I still know that he still love me, and thats the only matter. But leaving me without any notice? NO.. NO.. Bad move! But yeah, I know he's trying to sort out of himself.. I dont blame him. But yeah, I'm very upset. I will surrender to Almighty. Lets him decide. For better for worst, its a fate. Yeap, I admit I do make mistakes and I think too much. :) cos I'm a human. Human makes mistake.
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