As I read all my writing's in this blog, I realized something.. One or two topics that shown that I'm in a good condition, others than that.. it just the opposite side of it. This is the first time I feel like I'm exhausted and feel like just want to follow where its gonna lead me. I become someone I hardly knew. I'm lazy and exhausted. When I try to think back about my needs, I just cant find the answer.. The first thing that come up on my mind, when is the last time someone really-really appreciate me like a human being? I just blurred. I don't know. I'm so depressed and upset with my entire life.. I'm a failure. I just cant be successful or happy. I'm tired trying to plan to make sure everybody happy.. trying so hard to please others.. WHO'S GONNA PLEASE ME? MAKE ME HAPPY?? NO ONE!!!!!!!! I'm all alone. I hate it! I hate it,
I will deal this on my own. I had enough with everything. I'm down, hurt.. No one cares!!!!!! But for me, if someone else hurt, I will try my best to make it up, just to see he/she smiling again. THIS SO FUCKING CRUEL WORLD AND NO FAIR FOR ME
2 comments:
remember u have friends n family. u r not alone ok :)
hhuhu,tht's d best thing bout blog,u can look back at ur post like looking back at ur life n evaluate it :P
"you are not alone,but yet you felt lonely~" - a quote that i always use!!
hey,chill k? bile u ckp camtuh,terasa kot,coz i kwn u,so,i never mk u smile n happy kah? wah~ ;(
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